The only disability in life is a bad attitude.

Somehow, we can't seem to figure out what people have in mind and what others would say. It's so agonizing you just ponder to the thought of reading their mind. And then you remind yourself again, to keep your head up high no matter what and not care about all the distractions, but I guess its just not so easily done, is it? Because you're so afraid how one small thing has totally shaken your confidence , making the insecurities in you flame like none other.

As though going for a war without any proper weapons, when such tough time hits you without your consent, you feel nothing but helplessly defeated. How you yearn that some sense would be knocked into their corrupted minds so that they'd realize that all this while they've been contradicting what they said, "Nobody is Perfect". Also to those that merely only keep their ears open but eyes shut,what happened to "Seeing is Believing"? Or maybe for a second take a time to play a fair game by listening to both sides stories before blindly judging knowing that they are no better.

What more having to support this person since forever, only to know that that certain person is not the one that would back you up in return, instead adding more salt into your wound. Someone you'd care and love for so deeply only to find out that you are not loved in return. To tell that person your affection or hatred towards a person, and realizing that the person is being so insensitive by not giving a damn. By pointing out that persons faults because there were room for improvements, but got misunderstood that it was criticism. Offering a shoulder to lie on, but instead got pampered with ignorance. Somehow that person is so vulnerable by the corruption in peoples mouth, and yet still wants to live in denial, and most importantly, by telling all your heartfelt feelings, only to know in return you knew nothing and even did mistakes without even knowing it ... When you thought that you were doing a great job by being supportive, and that person just turns down on you by one mistake, that could only possibly bring one emotion, pain.

"What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now"

Its never too late to start over is it? :)


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