The biggest crime is to be a thief of feelings.

Before these 573 days passed me by, you were the ideal light of my life. Shining through my darkest nights . Guiding me to be somewhat a better person. Caring and sincere. Just the perfect person with least flaws.


In between some of those 573 days, you became insensitive. care less. Different. So significant but never was I in return. You were the best cheater. Selfish. The biggest contradict. A thief of feelings. The reason for tears. A criminal in my life.


After 573 days of living my life behind your shadows, you became insignificant. A constant reminder of what I will never want in my life again. A blessing that I'm over it. Nothing but a fool. And most importantly, you're an ugly truth.


What I was trying to say indirectly was, it takes more than your two own eyes to see the true colours of someone. Sometimes we might dislike the people (be it your mom, dad, friends or acquaintance ) who tries to convince us the truth so we wouldn't fall into a trap so impossible to come out of, but all we answer in return is by being denial that this person, he/she is really not what you think he/she is... I've learn that beneath all this delusional doubts, lies the ugly truth that we were all too afraid to accept. But sometimes, it's best knowing the truth than being cheated. Like they say, the biggest criminal is to be the thief of feelings.


You, yes you. You can go around cheating the whole world's feelings. Hurting people one by one with your non existence charm. In a way , you're just an eye opener to everybody passing your life, that they will never want to be like you or be with you. You are the biggest liar. A jerk. Someone that will always be too egoistic to admit faults. Now that a clearer image is form , you were never the light of my life, more like the darkness that was ready to ruin it. You was never a guide, you only guided me to become what you wanted not for the best of everything, but for the best of you. You were never caring. You was the biggest joke of my life, two faced , immature and selfish. You were never sincere, you are just plain disrespectful . You was once a fool, you are a fool and I think you will always remain a fool.

I've never said this to anyone, but you are the biggest mistake ever made in my life yet. And I will always count my blessings and thank God a bunch for knowing the truth at this very moment. Because I'm a living reminder of what you once had, never treasured, and never will have again.