Thoughts.

I can still remember distinctly that my sister told me the phase where people go to college and leave their high school life behind, that would be the time that ones lose contact with acquaintance, drift very far a part from friends, know new different kind of people.. but the true ones will forever remain carved deep down the heart and the best part is that, they never once left in the first place that's what made them so significant.

Going to college everyday just reminds me more of how much I'm getting older and that every move that I make shouldn't be taken for granted because for the fact that my dad is paying a whole lot of money just for the sake of my education is already very pressuring. And what more if I can't do well in my finals , I guess that would be a great disgrace to my parents. In a way it already made me a bit more responsible than I am because mom no longer make it a point to come to my room, switch off the air con and yell at me to wake up. Therefore, if I don't wake up , only I am the one to bare the consequences.

Don't get me wrong , I would say that I am enjoying being 18 and in college for now before all the assignments actually pile up of course. I have come to understand the true value of punctuality and I am still learning because I still do procrastinate and go in late for class. I haven't learn to abuse the freedom I have yet, and I don't intend to. I thank God for blessing me with great friends to walk through this 1 year with me. They are ultimately friendly and fun to be with. Also am I thankful to be having good lecturers ( I wouldn't really know if they were good, but they are sure warm ) and the only thing that is lacking in my life is I WISH THERE WAS MORE PARKING! hahaha. I kid you :)


Okay this is so irrelevant, but hey, it's counted in my thoughts too okay..

I don't know, but he looks really innocent to me here (don't be deceived)....
I just miss this boy a lot. If you ever see him around anywhere just hit him real hard, then if he asked why, you can tell him its a sign to say Vanes misses him. LOL! hah, I'm kidding lah, don't touch him.

Tadaa, Caught in action . He was in the midst of being mean to me. Just look at the joy on his face. I don't get to see him very often nowadays and it's a really sad thing. But I thank for the existence of web cam . hahah!

It's really hard to find a person whom you can feel so comfortable around. Completely let lose and not afraid to be yourself. And for the first in a long time, he just comes along and take me by surprise , breaking down the wall of insecurities and replacing them with thick concretes of trust. No secrets, no lies. Just so contented living in my comfort zone feeling absolutely fearless and safe. I wouldn't say there are no bumpy roads, and for a fact, my temper can be really hard to tolerate at times. But here we are today, I'm so contented I found you. I'll always have your back and you'll have mine :)

and now..

Everybody has their own personal perspective of how they define Friendship. Some may think that friends are pretty much nothing and they are better of on their own, some depend on friends like parasites..

Friendship has always played a very vital role in my living life and by having friends I don't mean the quantity but the quality. Good friends can't be found overnight and in fact, I took pretty much 16 years of my life just to finally find myself what I would call my true friends.

You can have us laughing like a hienna, dance like a fool , scream if we wanted to, joke around so lame people could die..all we need is each other. 3 people. Then we're complete.

I would get to meet more new people in time to come, make more friends. But what I will never forget is the 2 that saw me through and stayed with me through thick and thin. The word friendship was redefined, because they are awesome like that.